most people just never
grasp at the levels i'll sink to
the ones who do and accept me
well i accept them to
i've spent years and years clowning around
i'll never change
look behind the curtain
my ego pulling levers to engage
and if i held a party
and no one real came
i've still got you, even
if you only live in my brain
memories are faded, and i'm
missing something out
sorting through the driftwood, your gone
without the slightest sound
my blood is raging, and so
the fire has lit the fuse
triggering my temper
i'm coming back to you
and if i held a party
and no one real came
i've still got you, even
if you only live in my brain
and if i was departed
and heaven was in frame
i'll take you all with me, even
if you only live in my brain
now you're gone
you only live in my brain
credits
from Clinically Desultory,
released August 17, 2011
Lyrics/Vocals/Guitar - G
Music - Chris Ruppert